| | my cat, smudge, was run over by a car this afternoon. she is alive and being monitored at the animal hospital. her chance of surviving is 30%. she's had a good life. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| a sea of glass
to separate
you and i
my life i'd give
just to have
a hammer and
some ground to stand
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a sea of glass to separate
you and i
my life i'd give
just to have
a hammer and some ground to stand | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| Today: I decided to walk to the store while reading a book. When i arrived, the store wasn't open yet so i sat on the sidewalk and read. Then a clean-cut man in this early 30's driving a gold SUV pulled (length wise with the driver's side door towards me) infront of me. He rolled down his window:
"hey"
"hello."
...then there was a long and VERY akward silence.
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Maybe."
"Do you believe in God?"
"uh..nope."
"hrm."
Then we had a conversation...aparently, god told him to come talk to me when he saw me walking down the road. God, also, wanted him to give 20 dollars. I took his money, and he was on his way.
also: Mark is in california. He comes back on the first of september for 15 days before leaving for Oxford. I'm playing in a chess tournament next Saturday.
lately: i've been playing chess, dying silk with kool-aid, writing poetry, considered quilting, painting, and (other).
i'm back...if not only for a brief time. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| um... June 29 - Nashville, TN. David-Kidd Booksellers 6:00 PM
...david sedaris...
..yeah.
also, i haven't consumed any dairy products for the past week. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| an idiot
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toofabulous19: sup?
nevergonnasleep: mmmmm..satan!
toofabulous19: hotttttt
toofabulous19: whatta yah up to?
nevergonnasleep: with multiple t's
nevergonnasleep: thinking about
playing video games...instead of
socialization
toofabulous19: lol
toofabulous19: ok
toofabulous19: i could thing of other
thigns that are more fun hehe
nevergonnasleep: no you couldn't
toofabulous19: yeah i could
nevergonnasleep: nope
toofabulous19: yep
nevergonnasleep: why are you
turning my java into a script of
lies?!
toofabulous19: lol
toofabulous19: im not
toofabulous19: cum ova and see
hehe
nevergonnasleep: that wasn't even
funny
toofabulous19: haha
nevergonnasleep: that, even less so.
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after talking to this guy for 30 minutes, he couldn't understand why i would not want to meet him and 'hang out'.
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tnschoolboy: you are the epitemy of what i've come to meet
in tenennessee
tnschoolboy: hang ups and issues
nevergonnasleep: jesus fucking christ! what's with your
social manipulation skills? they really need some work.
do you think i'm just going to "prove you wrong and
take a chance"?
nevergonnasleep: god
tnschoolboy: haha.. i guesss that's a good point
tnschoolboy: but at the same time, I'm just being honest
with my experiences
nevergonnasleep: what does that even mean?
tnschoolboy: my experiences...
tnschoolboy: about the people i've met in the boro
nevergonnasleep: maybe you're just not smooth
tnschoolboy: not maybe... I'm surely not "smooth"
tnschoolboy: i'm just trying to meet people man
nevergonnasleep: there is an outside world
tnschoolboy: right
tnschoolboy: I understand that man
tnschoolboy: I guess we're just not seeing eye to eye man
tnschoolboy: no big deal
nevergonnasleep: ok
tnschoolboy: bummer
nevergonnasleep: summer
nevergonnasleep: bunnies
tnschoolboy: what?
tnschoolboy: anyhow, let's meet at the Kroger!
nevergonnasleep: ok!
tnschoolboy: haha..
tnschoolboy: cool
tnschoolboy: let's do it
nevergonnasleep: alright
tnschoolboy: which one then?
nevergonnasleep: broad
tnschoolboy: okay.. what time you wanna meet?
nevergonnasleep: four
tnschoolboy: that's in five minutes!
nevergonnasleep: four o-five?
tnschoolboy: cool..
tnschoolboy: you wanna call me now to verify?
nevergonnasleep: not really
tnschoolboy: why not?
tnschoolboy: I could call you
nevergonnasleep: because that was all a lie to punish you
for your inablity to determine the correct point when
to stop pushing your agenda
tnschoolboy: haha.. i realized that
tnschoolboy: that's why i asked
nevergonnasleep: you realized that....and you asked
anyways?
nevergonnasleep: you poor hopful bastard
nevergonnasleep: are you a christian?
tnschoolboy: technichally
nevergonnasleep: thought so
tnschoolboy: but i dont' practice.. u?
nevergonnasleep: you mean with the spell casting and
vampirism?
nevergonnasleep: no
tnschoolboy: cool
tnschoolboy: me either..
tnschoolboy: i'm an atheist.. really
nevergonnasleep: oh...so you're a liar?
tnschoolboy: if that's what you call it
nevergonnasleep: um..you said you were a christian, and
then you denied your heavenly father...that's gonna
cost you some points
nevergonnasleep: (with jesus, not me)
tnschoolboy: haha
tnschoolboy: right.. but I did say "technichally"
tnschoolboy: meaning, I was brought up christian, but I do
have my own beliegs
tnschoolboy: beliefs
nevergonnasleep: oh!!! i thought you said technichally so
that you could leave the option open so you could
conform to my beliefs
tnschoolboy: NO
tnschoolboy: not at all
tnschoolboy: what I meant is what I said
tnschoolboy: I was brought up christian but have my own
beliegs
tnschoolboy: beliefs
nevergonnasleep: how nice for you.
tnschoolboy: yeah, i guess
tnschoolboy: are you being sassy?
nevergonnasleep: are you being stupid?
tnschoolboy: np
tnschoolboy: no
tnschoolboy: I'm sooo over you!
tnschoolboy: if you wanna meet let's do it..
tnschoolboy: otherwise fuck off
nevergonnasleep: when did i ever express a desire to meet
you. YOU STUPID FUCK!
tnschoolboy: I'm OVER you!
tnschoolboy: clearly this isn't working out
tnschoolboy: sadly, I had the best of intentions
nevergonnasleep: it must have been difficult...the process
of getting over a relationship that was the production
of your own imagination.
tnschoolboy: HAHA
tnschoolboy: "relationship"
tnschoolboy: you are SAD
nevergonnasleep: you said you were "OVER" me...like a
valley girl...with a keyboard
tnschoolboy: haha.. that was funny
nevergonnasleep: ok.
nevergonnasleep: board now.
tnschoolboy: me too
tnschoolboy: the boro sucks
nevergonnasleep: yeah...the fact that i really don't like
you doesn't make it any better
nevergonnasleep: bye bye
tnschoolboy: haha
tnschoolboy: well then
tnschoolboy: call me if you want
tnschoolboy: 907-1754
tnschoolboy: let's have some fun!
tnschoolboy: call me..
tnschoolboy: I'll tear you to shreds on the phone
tnschoolboy: bitch
nevergonnasleep: god...your lonely
nevergonnasleep: hahahaha
nevergonnasleep: hahaha
nevergonnasleep: ha
nevergonnasleep: bye
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buy a clue?
this is what you have to look forward to in your new life as a homosexual | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| i didn't mean the 'stupid cunt' statement. i just like to use the word 'cunt' every chance i get...
...also 'gnome'. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| dear aronne,
there is a reason that you can't seem to keep the same friends for too long.
eat it,
kevin.
p.s.- i think you're a stupid cunt. | | comments: 13 comments or Leave a comment |
| 1. i believe that every human being deserves the truth. no matter how much it hurts, how much they don't want to hear it, and no matter who they are. truth i hold in the highest.
2. i had a dream last night. some guy was trying to give me a free lip-piercing.
3. what's up with people trying to give free holes? | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| i am a motherfucking butterfly.
i'm so completely sick of everything.
lies. self-medication. reputations. transgressions. egg shells.
...but most of all, i just want my car to work. | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| after not being here for a while, i am now here.
no explanation, it's just something i do. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| i know you're too cool to comment on what i have to say, because i'm lame. but this is IMPORTANT!
I'm getting new shoes...i was thinking brown steve madden's...rascals....WELL? | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| So i had to have blood work this morning. The bitch at the front desk said "Wait out there, and they'll come get you in a few minutes.". I don't think anyone is under the impression "a few" means 50 except for that smiling bitch. So yeah. I pee in a cup, and then i flush out of habit. Then i sit on the "we poke you and you bleed" chair and wait for this girl with bad highlights to come. Yeah, i don't think she knew how to take blood. She put the tourniquet on my arm, told me to make a fist. Then she stuck the the needle in and said "oops." Yeah, that's nice to hear. She missed the vein, then she kept moving the needle in and out of my arm trying to get it. Instead, she just kept scratching it and moving it over. THEN she dropped the little thing attaced to the needle, and it slipped out of my arm. When she picked it up, the end of the needle when up, and the sharp pointy part swung down..inside my arm. Then this other lady, a nice one who knew what she was doing came over and said to bad highlight girl," Why don't you go do something else.". She took the blood from my other arm in 5 seconds. "Ok, we're done, you can go." So now i look like a herion adict and my left arm all hurts if i move it..or if i don't move it.
So yes, through with moving, living with my mom, two cats, and a smelly dog with a big head that makes weird noises. I, however, have HBO now. (YES!). And more good news. U.S. money is about to get some color...finally, i can accesorise with money
Oh, and the best news of the lot, MY BABY IS COMING HOME TODAY!!! He's coming home early, and i'm picking him up from the airport tonight at nine, gate C5...except not, because i might be a terrorist. From there, we will go to the liquor store to get some red wine, then on to a hotel, where drunken sexcapades will ensue. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Yeah, so for some strange reason i think that my moving is going all great. So i have to have everything out by saturday? Yeah, i've only packed two boxes? what's up with that? Damn. alot of this crap is going to be heavy too. I don't want to have deal with all that. effort is so VERY lame. i mean, i'll just be moving again in two months, what's the point? Like they're even going to check if i'm gone, i'll just turn in two of my three keys. They'll all be "we got the keys, he's out.". and then there i am all, i'm all "uh, i played you, bitch, go fix me a chicken pot pie." So yeah, since i know how moving crap sucks, i've decided that i'm throwing most of my crap away. My dishes? BAM! Alot of my clothes? BAM! Milk crate shelves? BAM! That hitchhiker that's been tied up in the kitchen closet for the last month? BAM! I mean, it's really a good idea. So what if i need the crap later? it's all about short term. oh yeah...hrm, i should really stop putting off the packing. eh. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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